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  <pubDate>Sat, 21 Aug 2004 23:59:36 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>i&apos;mmmm backkkkkk!</title>
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  <description>hello old friend...it is i, nicholas &lt;img height=&quot;15&quot; src=&quot;http://www.xanga.com/Images/happy.gif&quot; width=&quot;15&quot;&gt;...i kno i havent spoken to u in forever but i&apos;ve been just wayyyyyy wayy wayyyyy too lazy and besides...since my digital camera is broken...i have like no pics to post so no reason to really write...but i stayed home today cuz all my friends are either working, busy, or away and i am extremely bored...so i decided to write and keep u company cuz i&apos;ve abandoned u for a long time and felt bad...but have no fear xanga for i am here! haha im sucha loser -- i swear lol...but anyway so yea...nuthin really big or special has happened...just alot of hangin out with my friends...uhm i quit my job at Lenny&apos;s Clam Bar and i am currently going to work at CVS...i dont kno how much i&apos;ll be gettin payed or wat i&apos;ll be doing but i have to go in on monday and im sure i&apos;ll find all that out then...ermm i luv all my friends -- theyre really great...im not goin to begin to tell u everything i&apos;ve done since the last time i updated cuz i go out basically everyday and that would be just wayyyyy too much to type so yea...but updating right now kinda made me miss writin in here everyday...so yea i think im gonna start writing in here again...but anyway yea thats my story...so anywayz i think im gonna go now...hopefully beach tomorrow with cathy n kelly...buh bye my loves! &lt;img height=&quot;15&quot; src=&quot;http://www.xanga.com/Images/shy.gif&quot; width=&quot;15&quot;&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 25 Jul 2004 02:28:42 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>vacations all i ever wanted</title>
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  <description>hey everyone! ...i kno i havent updated in forever but i&apos;ve just been too damn lazy...but right now im actually feeling kinda productive so i&apos;ve decided to...but anywayz vacation was great...i always have fun with my cuzin meg n her best friend laura...theyre great n i heart them...we went on many adventures just drivin around upstate goin to different towns n stuff and we also went to lake george and went to the amusement park there which was alot of fun...then i left thursday with meg n laura and i stayed at megs house until last monday...i had alot of fun there too...their friends are really cool and im glad i met them...but basically everything that my sexy slut whore &lt;a href=&quot;http://www.xanga.com/xwhorebagx&quot; target=&quot;_new&quot;&gt;charlie&lt;/a&gt; updated with for me is probably a better and more detailed description of my vacation and stuff so a special thanks to her for updating for me and letting everyone know i was on vacation and not dead...i luv u charlie! ...anyway here are some pics of my lovely vacation!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img23.photobucket.com/albums/v69/blade1712/Summer%202004/my_tongue_ring.jpg&quot;&gt; &lt;/center&gt;&lt;center&gt;i got my tongue pierced before i went on vacation&lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img23.photobucket.com/albums/v69/blade1712/Summer%202004/meg_n_mike.jpg&quot;&gt; &lt;/center&gt;&lt;center&gt;meg n my lil bro mikey in the basement upstate&lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img23.photobucket.com/albums/v69/blade1712/Summer%202004/laura_lookin_evil.jpg&quot;&gt; &lt;/center&gt;&lt;center&gt;laura lookin kinda scary lol&lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img23.photobucket.com/albums/v69/blade1712/Summer%202004/megs_fat_lip.jpg&quot;&gt; &lt;/center&gt;&lt;center&gt;megs fat lip after i threw sumthin at her to catch and instead it hit her in the face&lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img23.photobucket.com/albums/v69/blade1712/Summer%202004/scenery.jpg&quot;&gt; &lt;/center&gt;&lt;center&gt;some of the scenery on the way to lake george&lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img23.photobucket.com/albums/v69/blade1712/Summer%202004/red_hair.jpg&quot;&gt; &lt;/center&gt;&lt;center&gt;my red highlightsss&lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img23.photobucket.com/albums/v69/blade1712/Summer%202004/danny.jpg&quot;&gt; &lt;/center&gt;&lt;center&gt;my stupid lil brother danny who i learned isnt that bad at all&lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img23.photobucket.com/albums/v69/blade1712/Summer%202004/me_n_megaloo.jpg&quot;&gt; &lt;/center&gt;&lt;center&gt;me n meg in the town of oneonta&lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img23.photobucket.com/albums/v69/blade1712/Summer%202004/elvis.jpg&quot;&gt; &lt;/center&gt;&lt;center&gt;an elvis impersonator in lake george&lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img23.photobucket.com/albums/v69/blade1712/Summer%202004/christina.jpg&quot;&gt; &lt;/center&gt;&lt;center&gt;jen n megs friend christina&lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img23.photobucket.com/albums/v69/blade1712/Summer%202004/meg.jpg&quot;&gt; &lt;/center&gt;&lt;center&gt;meggg&lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img23.photobucket.com/albums/v69/blade1712/Summer%202004/jen_n_jarett2.jpg&quot;&gt; &lt;/center&gt;&lt;center&gt;jen and her bf jarett&lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img23.photobucket.com/albums/v69/blade1712/Summer%202004/jen_n_jarett1.jpg&quot;&gt; &lt;/center&gt;&lt;center&gt;awwwww&lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img23.photobucket.com/albums/v69/blade1712/Summer%202004/easy_n_ern.jpg&quot;&gt; &lt;/center&gt;&lt;center&gt;these guys named easy and ern lol...being a happy couple&lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img23.photobucket.com/albums/v69/blade1712/Summer%202004/meg_n_lou.jpg&quot;&gt; &lt;/center&gt;&lt;center&gt;meg n lou&lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img23.photobucket.com/albums/v69/blade1712/Summer%202004/jarett_n_cornrows.jpg&quot;&gt; &lt;/center&gt;&lt;center&gt;jarett and his cornrows&lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img23.photobucket.com/albums/v69/blade1712/Summer%202004/me_n_meg.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;/center&gt;&lt;center&gt;me n meg after comin back from hangin at jaretts...and yes i kno my eyes are red lol&lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img23.photobucket.com/albums/v69/blade1712/Summer%202004/girls_group.jpg&quot;&gt; &lt;/center&gt;&lt;center&gt;friendsssss&lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img23.photobucket.com/albums/v69/blade1712/Summer%202004/rich_bein_scary.jpg&quot;&gt; &lt;/center&gt;&lt;center&gt;rich trying to be scary&lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img23.photobucket.com/albums/v69/blade1712/Summer%202004/walkin.jpg&quot;&gt; &lt;/center&gt;&lt;center&gt;walkin aimlessly thru long island&lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img23.photobucket.com/albums/v69/blade1712/Summer%202004/meg_at_work.jpg&quot;&gt; &lt;/center&gt;&lt;center&gt;meg at her telemarketing job thingy&lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img23.photobucket.com/albums/v69/blade1712/Summer%202004/posin.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;/center&gt;&lt;center&gt;me being a loser&lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;thats the end for the picssss and of my lovely vacation! i had some more but my camera decided to die and wont turn on so the pics are stuck in the camera...lol but anywayz i love u guys and must be goin now...peace! &lt;img height=&quot;15&quot; src=&quot;http://www.xanga.com/Images/laughing.gif&quot; width=&quot;15&quot;&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 07 Jul 2004 06:45:32 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>i lost my cell phone to the lake underneath the batman ride</title>
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  <description>besides the gross weather yesterday...six flags was fuckin &lt;b&gt;great&lt;/b&gt;! it was really nice seein people who i havent seen in forever n meetin new people too...i luv all the rides and even tho i was like sweating my ass off...i had alot of fun...but anywayz, its &lt;b&gt;picture time&lt;/b&gt;!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img23.photobucket.com/albums/v69/blade1712/pictures/real_asian_lyra.jpg&quot;&gt; &lt;/center&gt;&lt;center&gt;lyra lookin really asian&lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img23.photobucket.com/albums/v69/blade1712/pictures/ivy_starrr.jpg&quot;&gt; &lt;/center&gt;&lt;center&gt;ivyyyyyy&lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img23.photobucket.com/albums/v69/blade1712/pictures/me_n_stacey.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;/center&gt;&lt;center&gt;me n staceyyyyy...i look really gross by the way &lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img23.photobucket.com/albums/v69/blade1712/pictures/charlayyy_sunglasses.jpg&quot;&gt; &lt;/center&gt;&lt;center&gt;charlie bein sexy as always&lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img23.photobucket.com/albums/v69/blade1712/pictures/dare_devil_1.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;/center&gt;&lt;center&gt;me, lyra, n steph on that dare devil dive thingy flyin thru the air&lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img23.photobucket.com/albums/v69/blade1712/pictures/dare_devil_1-1.jpg&quot;&gt; &lt;/center&gt;&lt;center&gt;us again&lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img23.photobucket.com/albums/v69/blade1712/pictures/dare_devil_1-2.jpg&quot;&gt; &lt;/center&gt;&lt;center&gt;weeeeeeeeeeee!&lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img23.photobucket.com/albums/v69/blade1712/pictures/dare_devil_2.jpg&quot;&gt; &lt;/center&gt;&lt;center&gt;bri, mike, n charlie bein pulled up on dare devil dive&lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img23.photobucket.com/albums/v69/blade1712/pictures/dare_devil_2-1.jpg&quot;&gt; &lt;/center&gt;&lt;center&gt;i love how theyre waving &lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img23.photobucket.com/albums/v69/blade1712/pictures/mike_n_bri.jpg&quot;&gt; &lt;/center&gt;&lt;center&gt;mike n bri...theyre so fuckin cute and not to mention both really hott&lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img23.photobucket.com/albums/v69/blade1712/pictures/me__steffie.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;/center&gt;&lt;center&gt;me n steffie&lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img23.photobucket.com/albums/v69/blade1712/pictures/henna_tat.jpg&quot;&gt; &lt;/center&gt;&lt;center&gt;my henna tattoo&lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img23.photobucket.com/albums/v69/blade1712/pictures/nick2.jpg&quot;&gt; &lt;/center&gt;&lt;center&gt;me zoning out&lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img23.photobucket.com/albums/v69/blade1712/pictures/nick3.jpg&quot;&gt; &lt;/center&gt;&lt;center&gt;i was pretending to be a starving artist&lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img23.photobucket.com/albums/v69/blade1712/pictures/nick4.jpg&quot;&gt; &lt;/center&gt;&lt;center&gt;fuck you biatch!&lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&amp;lt;/center&amp;gt;thats it for picture timeeeeee! i luv u all...byeeee! &lt;img height=&quot;15&quot; src=&quot;http://www.xanga.com/Images/winky.gif&quot; width=&quot;15&quot;&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 28 Jun 2004 04:57:24 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>shabooty!</title>
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  <description>&lt;b&gt;oh man oh man&lt;/b&gt;!...so guess who got their phone service put back on cuz their dad is proud of them? &lt;b&gt;ME&lt;/b&gt;! and guess who&amp;nbsp;also passed all their regents including physics and is getting an advanced regents diploma? &lt;b&gt;ME&lt;/b&gt;! yay im so excitedddddd! i luv the summerrrrrr...i cant wait till i go upstate in 2 weeks with my family n my favorite cuzin meag n her best friend laura whom i adoreeee andddd we&apos;re gonna go to lake george which is also really exciting...o0o and at work today i got 2 five dollar tips from 2&amp;nbsp;tables and one of the&amp;nbsp;tables kept complimenting me and saying how they should make me a waiter and everything n how i was basically their waiter tonite cuz their actual waiter did nothing...it was really flattering...and at the end of the night my manager comes up to me and was tellin me how those group of guys who gave me the five dollars before came up to her while they were leavin and were tellin her how she should make me a waiter and how great i am and all this stuff...it was so exciting and flattering to hear all that stuff...and one of the waitresses who i worked with overheard and started tellin me how i always do a great job and especially tonite too and she gave me five dollars from her pocket which waiters n waitresses never do...i just was like in shock tho cuz i kept like gettin all these tips n compliments i was just like &lt;b&gt;wow&lt;/b&gt;...but anyway yea...im just so happy everythings goin great now and summers here...well im a bit tired so i think im gonna go...goodnite my lovelies! &lt;img height=&quot;15&quot; src=&quot;http://www.xanga.com/Images/blush.gif&quot; width=&quot;15&quot;&gt;&amp;lt;/b&amp;gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 26 Jun 2004 05:01:18 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>oh what a night...</title>
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  <description>wow so yesterday was like a good night gone bad...the concert, music, skankin and everything was great but the concert ended alot later than i expected and my friend ashley and i lost our friend holly and we couldnt find her for like an hour and me n ashley really needed to go cuz we didnt wanna get in trouble by our parents for takin the train home late at night from the city...so finally around like 11:15 or so i found holly in the crowd of people after lookin for her for like like 5th time (the concert was still goin on mind u)...and we left...but when we went to go take the train and the fuckin subway gates were all closed...so we hadda walk to the next station to find that those gates were closed too and we finally found one that was open by central park...so we go to take the train and like we get on the A to the E and we find out that we took the E goin the wrong way so we hadda get off and wait for the other E and its like 12:30 or so now and i still havent talked to my parents...my dad called me like right when the concert ended but i didnt pick up becuz i didnt wanna be like yea im comin home now cuz he woulda freaked that i was gettin on the train at like 11:30 in the city...so we decided to forget takin the E cuz it was takin forever to come and we were juss gonna take the A to liberty ave...so my dad is probably freakin out cuz its almost 1 in the mornin and he cant get in touch with me...so i called my mom from a pay phone in the subway and i was like &apos;yea im at hollys, i&apos;ll be home in a lil bit&apos; and she was like calm and not really worried but she told me my dad went out lookin for me and to call him...and i was like oh dear god just please call him and tell him to go back home and then shes like wat does it matter if ur at hollys, he&apos;s probably on his way there now...so like i panicked cuz yea i just got caught in my lie and my mom could hear that so she was like nick, where are u really and i was like uhm i&apos;ll be home soon! i gotta go! bye! n i hung up...so yea the train came and we got on it and like my body hurt so much cuz i had sun burn and i was in the skank pit so i was gettin pushed, kicked and punched all over....i was so tired...and i had a horrible headache...but before all that i had fun...so when i got home at around 1:30, my dad was sleepin cuz he was mad at me...and this mornin he comes in my room askin about my yearbook pics cuz i hadda go into school and pick the one i wanted for the yearbook today and what not...so i was like yea im not goin fuck it and then he started yellin at me about wat i did and how i lied and bla bla bla...so when i woke up i found out that im basically punished for 2 weeks and i went to use my cell to find out that my service was shut off...so yea my fuckin dad shut it off...which is great...my first 2 weeks of summer vacation where i can actually have a life now that i dont have school...and all this happens...im so stupid i swear i like cant lie im so bad at it and it always backfires in my face...and so yea thats basically my story...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;sorry for the long ass entry guys but yea i felt i hadda tell it...i luv u all! :)</description>
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  <pubDate>Wed, 23 Jun 2004 04:36:12 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>in the summer time...when the living is easy</title>
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  <description>school is over and i am &lt;b&gt;so&lt;/b&gt; fuckin happy...im officially a &lt;b&gt;senior&lt;/b&gt; and im gettin ready to embark on a journey called reality which is quite exciting and scary--all at once...-sigh- im just glad everythings over with...&lt;b&gt;i luv the summer &amp;lt;3&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;P.S.&lt;/b&gt; beach tomorrow and reel big fish concert thursday...YAY! &lt;img height=&quot;15&quot; src=&quot;http://www.xanga.com/Images/silly.gif&quot; width=&quot;15&quot;&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 20 Jun 2004 04:45:41 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>decisions decisions</title>
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  <description>hey everyone!!! woot...summer is approaching so quickly and i cant be anymore excited...i have to go into school on tuesday to take my last 2 regents and then i am finishedddd! i cant wait!...regents suck but watever atleast theyre almost over...so yea i got my SAT score the other day and i got a 1070 which im really happy about even tho its not that great of a score...but its 140 points higher than wat i got the first time i took em so ya kno wat?...thats good enough for meeee...but yea, i just cant believe that everythings almost over&amp;nbsp;and im gonna be a senior next year...its so fuckin great...o0o and i got my senior pics in the mail today and i want u guys to choose which one u like the best out of the 2 best pics...so here it goes:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img23.photobucket.com/albums/v69/blade1712/pictures/yearbook_pics.jpg&quot;&gt; &lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;well there they are...so lemme kno which one u like the best arite!? i think i&apos;ll bounce now cuz im quite tired...i heart u alll! byeee! &lt;img height=&quot;15&quot; src=&quot;http://www.xanga.com/Images/laughing.gif&quot; width=&quot;15&quot;&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 15 Jun 2004 01:32:10 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>monkey see monkey do</title>
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  <description>&lt;marquee behavior=&quot;alternate&quot;&gt;&lt;b&gt;yesssssss! last day of schooooool!!!&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/marquee&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;...and to top it all off i &lt;b&gt;passed&lt;/b&gt; physics (87) and math (80)...how exciting! ugh-- the sun fried my lips and theyre all gross but thank god for &lt;b&gt;medicated chapstick&lt;/b&gt; cuz its fuckin great...i luv how it leaves a cooling sensation and how it makes me moist too...mmmm...erm anywayz yea haha...im bored as u can see so yea here are some picturesssss!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img23.photobucket.com/albums/v69/blade1712/pictures/wheres_monkey.jpg&quot;&gt; &lt;/center&gt;&lt;center&gt;monkey?&lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img23.photobucket.com/albums/v69/blade1712/pictures/MONKEY.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;/center&gt;&lt;center&gt;MONKEY!&lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;the end! &lt;img height=&quot;15&quot; src=&quot;http://www.xanga.com/Images/shy.gif&quot; width=&quot;15&quot;&gt;&lt;/b&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Sun, 13 Jun 2004 05:03:06 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>under the boardwalk</title>
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  <description>&lt;b&gt;woot&lt;/b&gt;! so today was my bro n his fiance&apos;s engagement party...it was at lido beach and i thought it was gonna be blah n stuff but it actually turned out to be &lt;b&gt;sooooo much funnn&lt;/b&gt;! i really had a good time and i truly needed this cuz i havent really hung out or done anything in like the past 3 weekends but yea i really had a good time...besides my cuzins were there and we &lt;b&gt;always&lt;/b&gt; have fun together no matter wat we do or where we are so yea...i have some pics from today so here they are:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img23.photobucket.com/albums/v69/blade1712/pictures/aunt_felicia_n_mom.jpg&quot;&gt; &lt;/center&gt;&lt;center&gt;my aunt n my mom &lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img23.photobucket.com/albums/v69/blade1712/pictures/megggg.jpg&quot;&gt; &lt;/center&gt;&lt;center&gt;my most favorite cuzin meaggg! &lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img23.photobucket.com/albums/v69/blade1712/pictures/jennn.jpg&quot;&gt; &lt;/center&gt;&lt;center&gt;my cuzin jen lookin at sumthin...hehe &lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img23.photobucket.com/albums/v69/blade1712/pictures/meg_mikey_n_diana.jpg&quot;&gt; &lt;/center&gt;&lt;center&gt;meag, my bro mikey n this lil girl he goes to school with named diana...shes so cuteeeee and shes like in luv with mikey its adorableeee &lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img23.photobucket.com/albums/v69/blade1712/pictures/me_n_meg.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;/center&gt;&lt;center&gt;&amp;nbsp;at the softball game &lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img23.photobucket.com/albums/v69/blade1712/pictures/walkin_back_from_softball.jpg&quot;&gt; &lt;/center&gt;&lt;center&gt;walkin back from the softball game&lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img23.photobucket.com/albums/v69/blade1712/pictures/sun_burn.jpg&quot;&gt; &lt;/center&gt;&lt;center&gt;the product of bein at the beach all day...sun burn &lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;thats it for the pictures...i hope u enjoyed them my sexy bitch whore mother fuckers...i &amp;lt;3 u all!!! i must go now...ciao! &lt;img height=&quot;15&quot; src=&quot;http://www.xanga.com/Images/cool.gif&quot; width=&quot;15&quot;&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 10 Jun 2004 02:12:47 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>too...hott...must...kill...self</title>
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  <description>&lt;p&gt;today was the day when hell and earth became one...i swear...i was so fuckin hott that i juss wanted to shrivel up into nuthin n die...hmmmmmf!&lt;/p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;marquee behavior=&quot;alternate&quot;&gt;&lt;b&gt;3 DAYS OF SCHOOL LEFT!!!&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/marquee&gt;&lt;/p&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 04 Jun 2004 03:04:11 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>i&apos;ve got to get away</title>
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  <description>wow...i&apos;ve just experienced deja vu with my dad before...remember wat i wrote about yesterday? well yea the same thing happened between me n my dad...even the part about being slapped...there must be some reoccurrent theme...i swear to god i dont kno wat to do anymore and i honestly cant take it and im so sick of it...im sick of the arguments...im sick of losing it...im sick of crying...im just so sick of everything...i just feel so hopeless all the time and im not happy anymore...granted im happy at school, when im with my friends and when im away from it all...but then i just get sad again cuz i kno i have to go back and deal with all the stupid shit that is constantly being shoved in my face for no apparent reason...sometimes i really wish i could just fly away&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;oh yea and another thought...i was talking to holly today and we&apos;ve decided to start looking for other jobs and quit our jobs at lennys cuz its dominating our lives...we work every fuckin weekend and never have time to ourselves or to hang out anymore...its honestly not right and very unfair...so fuck that shit...we&apos;re gonna try and find sumthin else&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;...im definitely going crazy &lt;img height=&quot;15&quot; src=&quot;http://www.xanga.com/Images/bummed.gif&quot; width=&quot;15&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;P.S. 7&lt;/b&gt; more days of school</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 03 Jun 2004 03:50:35 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>&amp;lt;/3</title>
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  <description>it happened again&lt;br&gt;we had another fight &lt;br&gt;a petty little argument &lt;br&gt;it was over absolutely nothing &lt;br&gt;it made no sense as always &lt;br&gt;i called her a hypocrite &lt;br&gt;she called me a liar &lt;br&gt;she slapped me across my face &lt;br&gt;my earring flew out of my ear &lt;br&gt;i was bleeding&lt;br&gt;she pushed me and told me to&amp;nbsp;leave &lt;br&gt;i walked out &lt;br&gt;i told her how much i hated her and i didnt care &lt;br&gt;she called me her share of names and turned away &lt;br&gt;i&apos;ve never harbored such hatred for one person&lt;br&gt;i hate her &lt;br&gt;i hate my mother&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;P.S.&lt;/b&gt; on a happier note there are &lt;b&gt;8&lt;/b&gt; more days of school left! &lt;img height=&quot;15&quot; src=&quot;http://www.xanga.com/Images/pleased.gif&quot; width=&quot;15&quot;&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 29 May 2004 05:06:03 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>happy happy joy joy</title>
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  <description>man today was exciting...on our way home from school...tom, kenny, n i got stuck in the terrential downpour...it was so fuckin crazy man...we were runnin like&amp;nbsp;retards in like hurricane weather...lol it was fuckin stupid but so much fun...we were &lt;b&gt;completely&lt;/b&gt; soaked...my school bag was drenched and my physics book wrinkled up like a 90 year old mans penis haha...so much fun tho...and my fone temporarily died but it didnt go into the light and came back...as much as i wanted it to die so i could get a new fone, it was a good feeling to know it was alive n well lol...well worked sucked as usual but it was pretty good cuz it wasnt busy today and i also got a 20 dollar tip from one person...&lt;b&gt;hollaaa&lt;/b&gt;...anywayz afterwards i hung out wit holly n her bro jake for a lil bit...it was cool...and that was my day so i guess imma bizounce...&lt;b&gt;PEACE NUCCAS&lt;/b&gt;! &lt;img height=&quot;15&quot; src=&quot;http://www.xanga.com/Images/cool.gif&quot; width=&quot;15&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;b&gt;P.S.&lt;/b&gt; i have a pimple on my eyebrow and it feels like a fuckin malignant tumor lol...its like fuckin throbbing and giving me a headache &lt;img height=&quot;15&quot; src=&quot;http://www.xanga.com/Images/sad.gif&quot; width=&quot;15&quot;&gt;...damn son&lt;/p&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 27 May 2004 04:48:09 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>we&apos;re all made of stars</title>
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  <description>no real new and exciting updates...school and work still suck a frozen banana...but i did find this and i think its quite amusing:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://www.spacefem.com/death/lunch.gif&quot;&gt;&lt;/center&gt;&lt;br&gt;HAHAHA! &lt;img height=&quot;15&quot; src=&quot;http://www.xanga.com/Images/pleased.gif&quot; width=&quot;15&quot;&gt;</description>
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  <lj:music>the sound of the rain hitting the air conditioner</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Sat, 22 May 2004 19:54:39 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>my tan line bothers me</title>
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  <description>hmm so im in the midst of my 4 day weekend which sucks becuz i had work last night and im working tonite n tomorrow...so basically my weekends ruined since i work at night...but atleast i was able to hang out wednesday night n thursday...u already got a semi update from when my sexy slut whore lover charlie updated for me on wat i did wednesday...so on thursday i went to hollys house n hung out wit holly, ashley, her sis hanna, n her bro jake...it was mucho fun...alotta shit happened n such but yea im not gonna go into it hehe it was just fun...and today i went to SAT class at 9 and it was my last one &lt;b&gt;thank god&lt;/b&gt; cuz i&apos;ve been gettin sick of them...i mean they sorta helped but not drastically...so yea im home now and of course i cant do anything cuz i have fuckin work at 5...ugh so yea...oh well atleast afterwards i can chill wit holly...well its hott and my pizzas done so im gonna go eat it...i heart u all...&lt;b&gt;ciao&lt;/b&gt;! &lt;img height=&quot;15&quot; src=&quot;http://www.xanga.com/Images/laughing.gif&quot; width=&quot;15&quot;&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 03 May 2004 03:29:10 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>sometimes the best thing to do is to just run and never look back</title>
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  <description>hey everyone!...no real updates...except for the fact that work n school &lt;b&gt;sucks&lt;/b&gt; as usual,&amp;nbsp;i ran&amp;nbsp;away from home yesterday cuz my parents are &lt;b&gt;fuckin douche bags&lt;/b&gt; and they got me upset n pissed off, my weekend was ruined cuz i was punished, andddddd my friends are&amp;nbsp;the &lt;b&gt;only thing i have&lt;/b&gt; n &lt;b&gt;i luv them &amp;lt;3&lt;/b&gt;...thats about it guys...i kno its nothin exciting but i didnt feel like goin into details cuz well i dunno &lt;b&gt;im sick of thinkin of everything&lt;/b&gt; and being upset again so i&apos;ll prefer not to go into things...well im tired so i think imma go sleep...nite &lt;b&gt;homie G&apos;z&lt;/b&gt; &lt;img height=&quot;15&quot; src=&quot;http://www.xanga.com/Images/happy.gif&quot; width=&quot;15&quot;&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 27 Apr 2004 02:55:36 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>everybody clap ur hands</title>
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  <description>oh my my my...&lt;b&gt;howdy ho&lt;/b&gt;! heehee well folks i went to my friends prom on friday night and it was at a marriot hotel in some town in long island...it was really nice n pretty fun too...i met alot of my dates friends and alot of ppl that didnt kno anyone and just were dates like i was...it was pretty cool...lol omg they had like this cage thingy on the dance floor and i was dancin in it...lol i felt like sucha&amp;nbsp;stripper but it was &lt;b&gt;sooo coool&lt;/b&gt;!...anywayz the after party was a big fiasco becuz of problems with the party buses that we rented n shit...ppl were frustrated n stressed out and this one girl &lt;b&gt;punched&lt;/b&gt; this other girl and everyone was yellin and arguin...but once we all changed into our own clothes and drove to the beach to get &lt;b&gt;drunk n stoned&lt;/b&gt;...everything was all good lol...omg i met the &lt;b&gt;hottest&lt;/b&gt; guy named mike...-drool-...he was oh so sexy n sweet...he had like this blonde emo hair and was juss so awesome...even tho i think he was like straight i was still all over him and it was great lol...anywayz i didnt get home til 6:30 sat mornin and i slept over my date&apos;s house until saturday when i left like at 6:30 and went to lyra&apos;s uncles party around 8...sunday was a day of rest, relaxation n tryin to get in touch with my stupid boss...and today was stupid cuz &lt;b&gt;school is stupid&lt;/b&gt; and &lt;b&gt;work is stupid&lt;/b&gt;...although its getting better...anywayz i have a major headache today n im tired so imma bizounce...&lt;b&gt;peaceeeeeee&lt;/b&gt;! &lt;img height=&quot;15&quot; src=&quot;http://www.xanga.com/Images/shy.gif&quot; width=&quot;15&quot;&gt;&amp;lt;/b&amp;gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 22 Apr 2004 03:27:16 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>i dont wanna work...i wanna bang on me drum all day</title>
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  <description>ahh! so uhm yea on monday...me n my darling friend holly hung out in howard beach after school...and we were walkin around as usual and decided to look for jobs &lt;b&gt;again&lt;/b&gt;...so i went into this restaurant called vincent&apos;s and applied there and then me n holly both applied at another restaurant called lenny&apos;s clam bar...so yea no sooner after i got home i got a call from the owner of lenny&apos;s and &lt;b&gt;i was hired!&lt;/b&gt;...so i was all like oh mah god and i was so like happy n nervous that i just kept saying yea to the guy on the phone and didnt ask any info about the job lol...so i hadda call back n get it from the lady who answered...but anyway uhm then i got a call from holly a lil after i was called and &lt;b&gt;she got called n was hired too!&lt;/b&gt; we were both like so fuckin happy cuz we looked everywhere and had no luck and it really brings u down after a while...so like hearing this got us so happy...my first day of work was going to be tuesday from 5-9 and hollys was going to be wednesday from 5-9...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;...so erm my first day of work was absolute &lt;b&gt;hell!&lt;/b&gt; lol...i swear i was runnin around like a maniac cleanin up tables, settin tables, carryin dishes, making sure the napkins, ice, n plates are stocked, cutting bread and making bruscetta...so yea its alotta fuckin things to do and remember when the only busboys were myself and this old indian man named saieed &lt;b&gt;(im sure thats spelt wrong...its pronounced SIGH-EED) &lt;/b&gt;lol he&apos;s so awesome...but i dunno im probably makin it sound alot worse than it was...its like my first actual job and i guess i got really frustrated and overwhelmed...hopefully i&apos;ll get used to things and it&apos;ll get easier...but anyway everyone that works there is pretty cool...theyre all like alot older than me tho...everyone ranges from like 25-40 and its funny cuz everyones cursin as their runnin around and makin fun of the customers...its great lol...and it helps make the time go by a lil faster...but anywayz since im really busy the rest of this week n weekend (altho i can work tomorrow and sunday) they told me to call the owner on sunday to find out when i have to come in again so i guess that means i&apos;ll be workin again sometime next week...anywayz thats my story and erm school sucks as usual and life sucks too but then again wat doesnt? lol but its all good cuz im mad cool like that...hehe anywayz i took like 2 pics before cuz i was bored...PEACE! &lt;img height=&quot;15&quot; src=&quot;http://www.xanga.com/Images/cool.gif&quot; width=&quot;15&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img23.photobucket.com/albums/v69/blade1712/pictures/keepin_it_gangsta.jpg&quot;&gt; &lt;/center&gt;&lt;center&gt;keepin it gangstaaaaa lol&lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img23.photobucket.com/albums/v69/blade1712/pictures/duckie.jpg&quot;&gt; &lt;/center&gt;&lt;center&gt;duckie? &lt;/center&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 19 Apr 2004 03:25:43 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>beezlebub!</title>
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  <description>vacation is over...&lt;b&gt;NOOOOOOOO!&lt;/b&gt; i&apos;ve never been so sad...why does it have to end!? i dont wanna go to school tomorrow! &lt;b&gt;DONT MAKE ME!&lt;/b&gt; -sigh- i guess i must...well anyway vacation was pretty good...it mostly consisted of trips back and forth to bay terrace&amp;nbsp;becuz thats where my friends are and i hate hangin&amp;nbsp;around in my neighborhood...so yea lol&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;today i hung out with rachel on main st...theres not much to do on main st so all we basically did was walk around talkin n stuff lol...i still had&amp;nbsp;fun tho and i made her try bubble tea and it was funny cuz she was scared of the tapioca balls haha i heart u rachel...anywayz yea&amp;nbsp;and then in mcdonalds we got attacked by this lil spanish boy who kept growling, spitting, and bein really annoying...him and his lil brother like reached over the divider thing n tried to pull the pins off my messenger bag strap and then one of them started hitting my shoulder...me n rachel were like wtf!?...the stupid mom was just like sitting there doing nothing so i started saying stuff in spanish like sientate (sit) and mal (bad)&amp;nbsp;lolll...cuz i didnt kno wat else to say...anywayz then later on we went home cuz our parents were bitchin...and yea on the way home i got a lil confused cuz i wasnt sure when to get off the train and stuff but i eventually found my way...and my &lt;b&gt;stupiddddd stupidddddd&lt;/b&gt; dad left me like 5 voice mails screamin at me for not pickin up my fone so im all like uhm hello i was in the subway where theres no service and he like hung up on me...and im like ha yea thats right bitch ur stupid!...hmm so yea and now im here whining about how i have school tomorrow...oh well i guess i must depart u all my loves...until next time...&lt;b&gt;adieu!&lt;/b&gt; &lt;img height=&quot;15&quot; src=&quot;http://www.xanga.com/Images/happy.gif&quot; width=&quot;15&quot;&gt;</description>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 16 Apr 2004 07:06:52 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>all u need is love</title>
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  <description>spring breaks almost over! &lt;b&gt;nooooo must...not...end! -cry-&lt;/b&gt;....ahem...anwayz lol sorry for being so dramatic but yea spring breaks almost over and i dont want it to end...i really cant stand school anymore and i dont wanna go back...im already at that &lt;b&gt;&apos;end of the school year&apos;&lt;/b&gt; attitude where ur just so sick of it that u just really dont care...i mean i kno i never really cared about school...but now i dont care even more than i did before &lt;b&gt;--if that makes any sense&lt;/b&gt;...but yea so anywayz spring break was pretty cool...not as cool as &lt;b&gt;last years spring break&lt;/b&gt;...but then again i dont think any spring break will be as awesome as last years...but yea so nuthin too exciting happened this spring break...just hangin out with all my buddies n such...havin fun and bein our stupid selves...&lt;b&gt;its always great to be around the people u luv that u can act so damn retarded around and they&apos;ll act just as retarded with u&lt;/b&gt;...lol its so great&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so yea today i hung out with everyone at bay terrace and i had my digi cam with me of course and i was inspired by...i guess u can say...&lt;b&gt;love&lt;/b&gt;:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img23.photobucket.com/albums/v69/blade1712/pictures/andrew_n_kayla.jpg&quot;&gt; &lt;/center&gt;&lt;center&gt;andrew n kayla! oh mah god guys how fuckin cute!?&lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img23.photobucket.com/albums/v69/blade1712/pictures/steffie_n_sean.jpg&quot;&gt; &lt;/center&gt;&lt;center&gt;steffie n sean!...awwwwwwwww!&lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img23.photobucket.com/albums/v69/blade1712/pictures/homestaw.jpg&quot;&gt; &lt;/center&gt;&lt;center&gt;lol i dunno wat this is...kayla took a pic of it she said it has to do with strong bad from homestar runner...so i guess u strong bad freaks will get it...i juss think its cool cuz u can see the shadow of me smoking lol&lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;love is in the airrrrrrr....everwhere u look arounddddd! lol sorry guys...dont those cute couples juss wanna make u fall in love? maybe im just a loser i dunno lol...well thats it for my inspirational love pics...im tired so imma bizounce...&lt;b&gt;I LOVE YOU ALL! &lt;/b&gt;*mwaa! &lt;img height=&quot;15&quot; src=&quot;http://www.xanga.com/Images/heart2.gif&quot; width=&quot;15&quot;&gt;</description>
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  <lj:music>cool baby - hawkins</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 12 Apr 2004 02:21:22 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>here comes peter cottontail</title>
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  <description>bleh! i just came back from a lovely easter celebration with my family in my grandmas &lt;b&gt;miniscule apartment&lt;/b&gt; with the heat thats on &lt;b&gt;100 degrees&lt;/b&gt;...i was bored to death but i guess alot of people have to go through it hehe...well the good news is i got some money out of it and daddy needs a new pair of shoes...literally lol...so im happy about that...erm anywayz i kno i havent updated lately but im too lazy to type out every single detail so yea...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i hung out in bayside &lt;b&gt;friday&lt;/b&gt; cuz my lovely babies &lt;b&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://www.xanga.com/xwhorebagx&quot; target=&quot;_new&quot;&gt;charlie&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt; and &lt;b&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://www.xanga.com/kooren&quot; target=&quot;_new&quot;&gt;karen&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt; came down from upstate and on &lt;b&gt;saturday&lt;/b&gt; i hung out with everyone again except we chilled in the city and it was fun...we met up with &lt;b&gt;&lt;a href=&quot;http://www.xanga.com/xxtiggyxx&quot; target=&quot;_new&quot;&gt;nikki&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/a&gt; who i missed very much and we went to this place called peanut butter n co. and i got this peanut butter smoothie that was &lt;b&gt;soooo&lt;/b&gt; damn good...but anywayz yea...and today was easter and thats basically it...if i wasnt so lazy i woulda typed out everything that happend but instead here are some pictures heehee...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img23.photobucket.com/albums/v69/blade1712/pictures/ivy_nikki_me_n_kooren.jpg&quot;&gt; &lt;/center&gt;&lt;center&gt;ivy, nikki, me, n karen on the train &lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img23.photobucket.com/albums/v69/blade1712/pictures/lyra_n_charlie.jpg&quot;&gt; &lt;/center&gt;&lt;center&gt;lyra n charlie on the train&lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img23.photobucket.com/albums/v69/blade1712/pictures/samurai.jpg&quot;&gt; &lt;/center&gt;&lt;center&gt;all of us with 2 samurai guys lol &lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;thats all folks...ti amo! &lt;img height=&quot;15&quot; src=&quot;http://www.xanga.com/Images/cool.gif&quot; width=&quot;15&quot;&gt;</description>
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  <lj:music>breathe - melissa etheridge</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Fri, 09 Apr 2004 00:38:09 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>nothing...</title>
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  <description>ya kno i dont understand people...i mean its funny how some hate u for no apparent reason or are ur best friend one second but then decide not to be or decide not to consider u one of their best friends anymore...i just dont understand it...sometimes i feel like people take one of the stupid mistakes i&apos;ve made or one of my stupid flaws and make them into some big deal just so they can have a reason to hate me...everything feels like its all falling apart sometimes and i never kno wat to do</description>
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  <lj:music>the reason - hoobastank</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Mon, 05 Apr 2004 00:07:50 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>wait...they dont luv u like i luv u</title>
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  <description>hola amigos! this weekend was pretty kick ass-- so please give me ur attention and listen...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;b&gt;friday&lt;/b&gt; was ashtons birfday! YAY! &lt;b&gt;happy birthday ashton!&lt;/b&gt; after school i went to bayside with tom and lyra and we met up with steff, ashton, andrea, and rob...we all juss chilled at bay terrace for a while where we saw a bunch of pplz and then we decided to go to millenium to play some pool...it was exciting showing eachother how much we all suck at pool and saying all the sexual inuendos we could think of involving balls and big sticks lol...so yea and then we went back to bay terrace but me, tom, ashton, n steff walked since we got the ride going there...and we had alot of fun singin and actin out parts from the rocky horror picture show...erm then we went to bay terrace and played ddr and did the usual and then my poor son &lt;b&gt;(tom)&lt;/b&gt; got sick...poor tom...then andrea invited me, tom, lyra, steff, rob and these other folks who i didnt kno over her house where we watched old diving videos of andrea lol...mucho fun...then my dad came and picked me and tom up and i went home...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;on &lt;b&gt;saturday&lt;/b&gt; i hung out with&amp;nbsp;kristina, mary, and leeanne! we had&amp;nbsp;so much fun lol...we were going to go to the movies but&amp;nbsp;there was some confusion and controversy so instead we decided to go to toys r us and buy some board games...then go to leeannes to play them...we bought &lt;b&gt;life&lt;/b&gt; and &lt;b&gt;pretty pretty princess&lt;/b&gt; lol...then we walked to leeannes thru ghetto flushing in the dark almost getting raped, mugged, and lost but we survived so its all good...when we finally arrived at leeannes we started playin pretty pretty princess and couldnt stop laffin lol...it was one of those nights when everything everyone did was so hysterical...it was so great and leeannes grandma is so awesome with constantly cooking us food...it was so much fun...then leeannes aunt drove us all home around 11 and my dad picked me up...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;that was pretty much my weekend...even tho i didnt do much i still had mad fun yo...well spring break is approaching and i just cant wait cuz i cant take school anymore...but then again who can?...this year just went by so fast...junior year is like already over and summers coming and im gonna be a senior soon...it feels great but at the same time its scary...i dont wanna face the real world...oh well guess i have to eventually...well imma try and finish my history homework...so lata my darlings! &lt;img height=&quot;15&quot; src=&quot;http://www.xanga.com/Images/shy.gif&quot; width=&quot;15&quot;&gt;</description>
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  <lj:music>maps - the yeah yeah yeahs</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Thu, 01 Apr 2004 02:46:07 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>i scream my lungs out and try to get to u</title>
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  <description>boring day...tired...nothing to say...take quiz...hoohah!!! &lt;img height=&quot;15&quot; src=&quot;http://www.xanga.com/Images/laughing.gif&quot; width=&quot;15&quot;&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;table cellspacing=&quot;2&quot; cellpadding=&quot;10&quot; bgcolor=&quot;black&quot; border=&quot;0&quot;&gt;
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  <lj:music>only one - yellowcard</lj:music>
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  <pubDate>Tue, 30 Mar 2004 02:56:59 GMT</pubDate>
  <title>help wanted signs</title>
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  <description>well huddo! erm school was gay but today was fun...&lt;b&gt;YAY&lt;/b&gt;! okie well after school i hung out wit holly and we decided to go job hunting on crossbay boulevard...it was funnnn! we applied at this bakery and then tomorrow we&apos;re gonna go back to waldbaums and apply there cuz the job hiring man person guy is gonna be there tomorrow so yea...but it was really cool we were being our stupid selves of course but thats wat made the day adventurous and exciting heehee and of&amp;nbsp;courseeeeee i took some pics to have as lovely memories...but omg guys my poor baby camera fell to its almost death...it hit the floor and i just stood there helpless and screamed &lt;b&gt;MOTHER FUCKER&lt;/b&gt;!!! but holly comforted me and reassured me things would be okay and i believed her until we picked it up and to my dismay...i found that the battery door thingy was broken and wouldnt close to hold the batteries in! but i came&amp;nbsp;home and duct taped it shut and even tho it may look ghetto...it works and atleast i dont have to send it to the repair shop for a billion years again...well anywayz...&lt;b&gt;PICTURES&lt;/b&gt;!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img23.photobucket.com/albums/v69/blade1712/pictures/emo_holly.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;/center&gt;&lt;center&gt;emo holly &lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img23.photobucket.com/albums/v69/blade1712/pictures/surprised_holly.jpg&quot;&gt; &lt;/center&gt;&lt;center&gt;the look wat i just found holly &lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img23.photobucket.com/albums/v69/blade1712/pictures/dropped_book.jpg&quot;&gt; &lt;/center&gt;&lt;center&gt;oh my i seem to have dropped my book &lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img23.photobucket.com/albums/v69/blade1712/pictures/silly_nick.jpg&quot;&gt; &lt;/center&gt;&lt;center&gt;yes i kno this turns u on...&lt;b&gt;-orgasm-&lt;/b&gt;&lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img23.photobucket.com/albums/v69/blade1712/pictures/stain.jpg&quot;&gt;&lt;/center&gt;&lt;center&gt;i couldnt bare all this excitement and it resulted in an &lt;b&gt;uh oh&lt;/b&gt; stain on hollys jacket&lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img23.photobucket.com/albums/v69/blade1712/pictures/we_are_models.jpg&quot;&gt; &lt;/center&gt;&lt;center&gt;we kno u want us&lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&amp;nbsp;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img23.photobucket.com/albums/v69/blade1712/pictures/sophisticated_holly.jpg&quot;&gt; &lt;/center&gt;&lt;center&gt;the sophisticated starbucks holly &lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;center&gt;&lt;img src=&quot;http://img23.photobucket.com/albums/v69/blade1712/pictures/sun.jpg&quot;&gt; &lt;/center&gt;&lt;center&gt;the sun!&lt;/center&gt;&lt;br /&gt;thats it for pics folks...i kno it was way too much for u to handle lol...but its ok ur through it now...so i shall let u embark on ur journey...&lt;b&gt;au revoir&lt;/b&gt;! &lt;img height=&quot;15&quot; src=&quot;http://www.xanga.com/Images/winky.gif&quot; width=&quot;15&quot;&gt;</description>
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